Where will you go?

I've given my best... This is the furthest i can go... i welcomed you to my place with a hug and you came in... broke my heart into pieces and you left me for something else... everything was going to be alright in my life... i was smiling again like before and you know you are the reason... i took a breathe and looked at you with my eyes closed and you were just smiling like nothing even happened... like you didn't do anything at all... i closed my eyes and begin to pray that you would see me but i wasn't even there... you made me a captive of my own prison.. i wish i could hate you.. but i cant... you are a freaking asshole... i still wanna love you... for a reason that you are divya... the same girl who changed me... the same girl who loved me... go back there.. hold my hand... don't ever leave it... you broke my heart and it cant cant be put back together but please hold me hand... i am crippled without your love... is it so hard to give me some love? you have so much to give... i am worth it cuz i went through what not any guy would... yeah i said it... i am worth it... i probably wasn't a few months back.. but now i am... and you deserve nothing better than me... or worse... after all this i still ask you "Hold my hand and i will give you everything you need. Will you hold my hand?"

I can hear you in a whisper, But you can't even hear me screaming.I know who you really are
You're the one who cries when you're alone. I'm so sick of speaking words that no one understands

If i had only one wish i would pray he isn't like me... hope he understands that he can take this life and hold it in his hands but you will never look at him the way you looked at me... you never love him the way you loved me... you will never smile like you smiled holding my hand... you will never sleep on his chest so peacefully like you did on mine.. you will never let him touch you the way i did... i know after reading this you wanna do all dese things i said you cant do with him just to prove me wrong but who you kidding?

We are like the horizon.. nothing can separate us... the more you push me away the more i will pull... so stop this game of pushing and pulling... even if you think i don deserve you please hold my hand...