Entwined

This is the moment
i never wanted
but its happened again
there is no gain
its a test i must pass
im not some1 who attends the mass
so i don have peace of mind right now

im all fucked up
just the way she is psyched up
i'm all over again in a mess
i don want her any less
she's been a pain
but i still love her

i look into the mirror today
looking urglier everyday
cuz she is going further away
i gotta begin all over again
but its harder each time cuz it causes so much pain
what could be worse than to be left
by the side of a dump
just the way it was a year ago

she needs her pills
i need my will
im wounded but its just for me
i just cant see
anythin but being torn upart
picking up my pieces
i walk to the end of the road

i dunno how to deal
she just bluffed
i was caught in the middle of a black hole
which sucked up all my strentgh
i'm lying low
but the devil finds me
he sues me for not giving him his share

i don want any fuckin body to follow me
cuz im gonna be lost , this time for longer
she's easy in her bed
saying sorry, well said
but it aint help
so fuck off

leave me alone
like a abandoned kid
but i'll beat you
you'll see me rise in front of you
but i wont be happy
you are mean, like a witch
i changed your life for the better
you will for the worse

Animosity

Have you ever hated someone
as much as you love someone else?
i have, its just the same
if you just look at love
in the mirror, its just that
he is a fucking smoke
suffocating a lotta people
just the way a person
who you love is a pearl
who brings a smile on everyone's face
he curtains her world
she is in a lock
he changes the key everyday
but he is still the same
talking the same fucking thing
over n over again
i miss her voice
that keeps ringing in my ears
all the sweet talk and laughs
its so hard not to unbelieve
the things that happened
that just did
walking backwards i don't see the pit
but i know i'll hold up
he is a pain to the world
it doesn't matter if he lives
or he is a dead creature
i taught demon's didnt exist
to push you into a hole
and wait for you to die
but now i know for sure there is one
he is like a yeti
you never know how or when
he just kicks in

But baby i'll keep my word
i'll keep you happy
and away from this man
who just pisses me off
There's going to be a day
when all you would want
you have, and it'll be without this man

Arduous Times

If there's a world i could take away to
it would be somewhere so far
nobody could imagine
it's so vast nobody could find you

i wish i could take you away to this land
where only angel's live
and you sure belong there
cuz you are so true

nobody to hurt you
or to cause any trouble
nobody to be scared of
not even me

a place where you get everything you want
everything you wish for
happiness and joy
away from dirt

out of the heat
distant from cold
as beautiful as you can look
i wanna see

there wouldnt be a minute that you wouldnt smile
not a sec you would regret
not a day without love
all in all its everything you want

i wish i could go through what you did
but i'm in a lucky venture with god
he hurts me through your pain
its worse than if it were mine

one day i will take you away
to this distant and serene land
where only angel's live
cuz you sure belong there

Walk with me

Ain't a day i havent spoken to you
since the day i know you
i will love you whatever happens
and i'm there for you every moment

i ain't hiding in the shadows
if i come out of the shade
you might just get burnt
and i love you a lot to let that happen

if you need anythin at all
when you are down and out
you should know i'm always there
without a taught you can come to me

if there ever comes a time
where we have to depart
i would go back to sleep
and wake up to a new dream

you left me with no choice to love you
god please don't take it away from me
let the coin spin till i get the heads up
else i will fall flat on face again

Postive Change

The heavens open up and you come down as an angel. Before i met you i'd never fallen in love. I'd just stepped in a few times. There couldn't have been a better time or place for you to enter my heart. So lonely i was in the dunes of loneliness, walking all alone on cracking ice. Every step i took there was another nail in my coffin. An angel just swept fast carrying me out to a fairyland, filled with different hues and odours. I met her one sunny afternoon. So cute and so shy. She was meant to be mine even before we met. Feeling lucky i open my arms to greet this beautiful girl. A warm hug envelopes me. Tiny hairs on my hand rise. This is a touch i would never forget. From then on its just a tale of surprises and happiness. Very few anxious moments in my life since that day.You are someone who has showed me what love and life is. You told me stories about yourself which i listen intently. You are so full of surprises i can never imagine or guess what's next with us. Every time i meet you its a different world with the same love. I love to be with you in happiness and in pain. Haven't seen much of the later part though. I'm glad i was your choice. You comfort me like nobody else can. I might not be the best guy for you but you are the best companion i could've ever chose. You are nothing but the cutest thing on earth. Never taught i could find a girl who is so complete and so perfect for me. You are a part of me now. We are tied by the chains of hope and destiny. You walked into my life when i was giving up on everything. Now I am on a island called happiness. You make me feel so special. If i'm cute its because of you. You taught me what passion and desire is. There isn't a day you have made me feel insignificant in your precious and beautiful life. I was a boat without a sail. You helped me move ahead. The skies look more blue than grey. The dawn bring me new hope everyday. The sun sets beneath our back and a new passion of love arises. You speak to my heart and your smile touches my soul. I stand on the cliff of love. I'm bound by your love. Looking into your beautiful eyes i wish to die.

My world belongs to YOU

The heavens open up and you come down as an angel. Before i met you i'd never fallen in love. I'd just stepped in a few times. There couldn't have been a better time or place for you to enter my heart. So lonely i was in the dunes of loneliness, walking all alone on cracking ice. Every step i took there was another nail in my coffin.

An angel just swept fast carrying me out to a fairyland, filled with different hues and odours. I met her one sunny afternoon. So cute and so shy. She was meant to be mine even before we met. Feeling lucky i open my arms to greet this beautiful girl. A warm hug envelopes me. Tiny hairs on my hand rise. This is a touch i would never forget.

From then on its just a tale of surprises and happiness. Very few anxious moments in my life
since that day.You are someone who has showed me what love and life is. You told me stories about yourself which i listen intently. You are so full of surprises i can never imagine or guess what's next with us. Every time i meet you its a different world with the same love. I love to be with you in happiness and in pain. Haven't seen much of the later part though.

I'm glad i was your choice. You comfort me like nobody else can. I might not be the best guy for you but you are the best companion i could've ever chose. You are nothing but the cutest thing on earth. Never taught i could find a girl who is so complete and so perfect for me. You are a part of me now. We are tied by the chains of hope and destiny. You walked into my life when i was giving up on everything.

Now I am on a island called happiness. You make me feel so special. If i'm cute its because of you. You taught me what passion and desire is. There isn't a day you have made me feel insignificant in your precious and beautiful life. I was a boat without a sail. You helped me move ahead. The skies look more blue than grey. The dawn bring me new hope everyday. The sun sets beneath our back and a new passion of love arises. You speak to my heart and your smile touches my soul.

I stand on the cliff of love. I'm bound by your love. Looking into your beautiful eyes i wish to die.

Eclipsed days

Darker than the nights, brighter than the sun
as deaf as the dumb and as dumb as the deaf
i could make no move, stayed on bed , numb
hell on my way, to take me away

But you held me tight
all the love you gave no girl would ever give
you must've been the wrong person
but you loved me right
held me tight

But now you let me fall
as hard as anyone could.

Come back to me before the daisies die

Everyday and every night
all i wish for is 'you'
you were my past
you're my present
you will be my future

You take away all my space n time
yet i don't complain
because all i need is 'you'.
Break into my treasure
all i have is the gifts you gave

With all your love n passion
see into my eyes
you find urself
what a hundered tequilas cant do
you can in jus one look.
World of my own and a garden of your love is where i live.

Please come back to me before the daisies die

A dream full of you
a hope full of you
a heart which beats just to feel your's
a tear which pleads to meet your hands
staring at the blazing truth in agony
desperate for your love

Please come back to me before the daisies die

Forget all dose times n talks
that burn your heart
those mindless talks of mine
those unwanted memories that you have of me
all of them which hurt your heart

Please come back to me before the daisies die

I know it's not easy but
you could give this new guy a new beginning
a new taught a new world a new way
but the same love

Please come back to me before the daisies die

My love

I miss you even today
i love you just as much
i wanna hold you
i wanna see your smile

I wanna see you walking down the isle
wearing a beautiful white gown
there would be no other site
i would beg for more than once

I wanna look into your eyes
tell you i love you just as much
i wanna tell you what you mean to me
what you have taught me in this life

I see myself and you on the beach
walkng hand in hand
with a tiny diamond on your finger
and a beautiful little wonder growing in you

I wish that never changes
i wish that happens
though i know you don't even smile at me
i trust you for all you've done for me

I want someone to be there
next to me saying
"i love you and i wont leave you"
i want you to be my soul mate

You're the person
i wanna spend the rest of my life with
i am ready for any surprises
i know nobody who is more perfect for me

There are no words to say what i want
but i know everything i do
i want you to be there in it
i love you just as much

Nothing but your smile can make me happy
only your hands can comfort me
your presence can make me feel different
i love what i am when i am with you

Only your words can melt my heart
only your heart can beat for mine
i have only one last wish
to hold your hand and die

It might sound crazy that i still love you
after all that has happened between us
but baby there is noone else i can believe in
i just cant see anyone else right

Ecstacy

Lying on a red satin bed
i look at the world outside
its so harsh, so exhilarating
i rise from the flat round land

I am so free to fly
to any place i want
to avoid anything bad i wish
i can gain heights nobody else can

A free soul
houses as matches
landscapes as bumps
i behold the site

Hail the sky
no woe's
its all blue and white
breathing harder

Sailing like a boneless bird
a plane beneath me
wave a hand at an old lady
lookin surprised

I enter a place where i see nobody
my shadow doesn't exist anymore
i look up
there is nothing

The sky is now below me
i cant hear the honks
nor the neighbour screaming her lungs out
i can see santa!

I see below me
its hazy
i see a kid behind me
big blue eyes, golden hair

With a doll in her hand
i keep my had on her shoulder
i don feel it
i am shocked

The girl just looks at me laughs
i give a fake smile
she just waves her white dress across my face
with my ass up i lie on the bed

Open my eyes and see white powder and a joint
i'm obstinate to ecstacy

Shadow Of Love

Walking by the side of nobody
being followed by a dark figure
i see the clouds form a heart
half filled with desire and passion
the rest just blank

The sun goes down as the moon rises
there is nothing that could shadow us except love
like someone is walking beside you when you're alone

Listening to the melody of wind
as serene as it looks
your eyes ever so beaitiful
drowning in the ocean of love

Feeling the drops of rain on my hand
as the heart fades away
a black cloud in the sky
covers the moon

Santioning no light on the sand
as the aroma just captures my imagination
the smell of the sand and the ocean

Under the moon light with the waves rising
above each otehr as they fight for superiority
Nature's cry for lost love
being followed by the dark figure

The skies clear up
showing me my destiny
i look into the moon
its so simple and naked

But i know that its a place where lovers will end up
And as i hold your hand under the clouds
in a dark cold rainy night
i know im going there with you

After all its only just the 2 of us
watching all of history repeats itself
hoping that the dawn will bring us hope
falling slowly and looking far into the horizon

Contemplating Pain

Can you give me a reason?
oh baby please smile at me
look into my eyes
tell me you still love me
for this heart of mine awaits
you will come and kiss me
you will give me the warmth

Can you give me a reason?
i am running out of reasons to cry
i dunno why i have to
but i want to
You're a song
Written by the hands of god
there is an endless story
in the place which you own
and where all my taughts are hiding

Can you give me a reason?
i wanna break away from this pain
which tie's me up with you
i know i never can let those memories go
cuz they are the only reasons i still smile
i am runnin outta reasons to cry
i dunno why i have to
but i jus want to.

Pulchritudinous Moments

I stand here waiting for you
with a rose in hand
everythin else is coulourless
excpet the rose

there is mild breeze coming from behind the trees
i slowly turn around to look
there is a gentle firmness in her look
the clouds are trying to tell me something

this beutiful young girl comes from behind the tree
she carries a small green bag
she is so beautiful the rose turns blue
i am looking at the most beautiful girl

she has the most amazing smile
she walks with such elegance
nothing could match this site
she comes towards me

i keep looking constantly
i press on the rose with my hands
i don't know if it hurts
i don't want this moment to ever end

my heart skips a beat
she goes past me
i wanted her to look at me
i turn around to look at her

i look into her beautiful blue eyes
prisoned by desire
i walk closer
her aura is mesmerizing

eyes not blinking
not wanting to miss her sight
i try to talk
a voice relates "Hi"

The Stranger

I stand here all alone
waiting for someone to come by
like seeing a rose in the desert
its not a pretty place anymore

Showing no mercy
the sun continues to beat on me
i look onto the horizon
all i can see is hills of sand

my only companion, a scorpion
he goes right under the sand as i close him
i feel the sweat trickle down by the side of my lips
it tastes saline

dwindling under nature's burden
languished by the little dangerous creature
my eyes grow small
the world looks misty

honouring the force of nature
i fall on my knees
i hassle to stand
crawling like my companion

a feeling of dread confronts me
soon going to be a feast to the scavenger
hovering over me silently
waiting for me to demise

the shawdow of the clouds fading
the hue's of the sky changing
blue, red, orange, yellow
the sand looks like an ocean of gold

images flowing through my head
all my memories, bidding me farewell
i've been through the love
the fun, the tears, the laugh

i ask god why isn't he hepling me
i look at the king of the desert again
staring back at me
i realise this is the help god sent me

i put him on my arm
all fingers pointing in one direction
i rise from the shadows of death
walking painfully slow

the end is nearing
my beginning to a new life
but an end to the most painful
exuberating fearful experience

time to part from a stranger
it was his land
he belonged here
Was i the stranger?